HAPPIEST EVER 1st birthday dear Alexis Joy Patricia Konkle~~

there's NO good way to celebrate your life thus far when I'm thIS far away... anything and everything I come up with to send you pales in comparison to the actual tIME I wish I could give you - time spent just hanging out, getting to know each other, building relationship [blahh, i'm going to make myself cRY!] I didn't even feel like calling, like I can do with so many other ppl's birthdays, because you can't hardly speak! Just know that I'm thinking of you, and love you.